Today is the last day of November - 30th November 2008 . The moment of our fifth month awaits us . I am surprised indeed, that i could be tamed down after what happened to my life . I never expect that i could enter any relationships to last for more than a month in sincerity . You proved me wrong, showed me care, i never could felt happier so far in life . I don't ask to be rich, i only ask for what is enough . I don't ask for perfect, i only ask for a little higher than average . I don't ask for your every freedom to be with me, i only ask for your trust enough to tie us together . Merely five months, i felt as if we've been together for five years . Have we met before ? Do we once knew each other ? You felt so different versus other males . I'm glad i knew you . =)

It's gonna be MST tomorrow, this entire week . Have you studied, my friends ? To be frank, i have not . And the time already tells 9.08pm . 有心无力 . Clubbing serves as my motivation no more, nothing is . Sometimes it keeps me wondering, why not everyone slow down their pace and we as a whole could be a little less stressful . Is it because of the career minded workers that sets the economic level high for us to be stressed up ? Or is it because of the greed of money that keeps the workers working more ? The sayings taught me happy times wouldn't last, i knew it, but only find myself to taste it at this age . Have you ever felt care free ? Real care free till what's troubling you is only minor issues to solve in less than a minute . I have . It keeps me wanting, but i find it hard to come across such times, honestly saying, i have no idea i'm care free until it's over for me to think back and realized . 

Shirley girlfriend seems to be in a similar situation, motivation-less . I've already have to repeat three modules, i'll just have to pull my socks higher or be a ship that sunks . May we all pass our tests, though with no flying colours, to the least, enough to get the diploma certificate . I know how she feels somehow, i was similar six months ago, only worse that resulted me to fail my studies . 

Be the one that says the glass is half full, not half empty .